angel or devil

2010-10-28T15:01:00.003+08:00

HEY ppl!

i have MOVEs; YUP!

PLS RELINK ME!

http://missbossylove-nylrihs.blogspot.com

THKs!(:

2010-10-19T02:34:00.000+08:00

hmmm..
seem like today some SERIOUS stuff happen.

honestly,
till dis point i really hope i will have de power to read ppl's mind.
at lest i will know wat is de nxt step people will b planning.
hmm.
but wat i didn really expect is that my fren was the nxt 'target'
hmm..
i am speechless..

2010-10-15T15:43:00.000+08:00

For some reason,
I start to have some weird feelings.
Don know why.
but i know is sth which i have to control & stop it.
this is too BULLSHIT! FREAKING IMPOSSIBLE!
i don think this is sth which i will wanna face it.

YOU CAN DO IT, SHIR!~ GOGOGO!

2010-10-15T02:09:00.000+08:00

well, i guess everything has come to an end,
at lest for me i suppose.

However,
i really need to apologise to some individual,
coz i know that indirectly due to that issue,
you guys has been involve in it,
somehow are rather.
Sorry for all the troubles.

but still, really thanks alot,
coz frm this incident i did learnt some stuff.
which is not to TRUST ppl easily.
& i am more aware of ppl whom i can really trust.
thks alot.

but yup, don need to worry for me.
coz i wont b bother or affected by such ppl.
moreover right now,
i have much more impt stuff to do,
den to bother abt such insignificant stuff.
coz i believe,
everyone do have eyes to observe for themself,
& know wats/ who is right or wrong.

Such ppl, can continue to do watever they wan
& be a sure that i wont get in their way.
Coz i cant really be bother to play such games wid them.

however,
i wanna say, thks for being my good friend.. ONCE.
at lest tat period, i really did treat u as real fren & treasure our friendship
but i hate it when ppl break tat trust which we have.
& the hurt/lies which u make me felt.
so lets juz say, its sad but our friendship has to end here.
still really thanks for ONCE being there for me,
when i needed someone.

2010-10-13T18:08:00.000+08:00

Exams is coming,
Damn BORED-.-''
studying is fun, coz you get to be wid ur frens,
but seriously, i HATE exam-.-

For Some reason,
for de past 3 days,
I have been doing some reflection,
realise that i've somehow change abit.
well,i don really know how to explain that feeling
but, yup.
Guess slowly stepping into that 'protected area' of mine.
have i been too naive, been stupid?

hmmm,
i've oways thought that i can handle it well.
but somehow,
seem that things don really turn out to be what i thought it will be.
i oways believe that 'everyone' is not that complicated as i though they would be.
but, sadly NO.
somehow, i feel that watever i see now
is juz a image which ppl wanna me to see them as.
honestly,
after talking to my darlings,
i don know if there is anyone whom i can trust.

Actually i shld have known it,
but i choose to believe that everyone has tat 'good side' in them
but no,
perhaps i am wrong.

for now,
i guess i might need to change abit,
i shld observe more.
observe more carefully.

2NE1 - GO AWAY [HD]

2010-10-11T21:11:00.002+08:00

Eng sub (Lyrics):

[CL] You're so cheap and this isn't like you
I can't get used to it now, It makes me dizzy, why
Who's breaking up with who
You're breaking up with me
Think it over before you say it, yeah

[Minzy] A guy that used to follow me around, a very decent guy
I let everything go for you alone
Who's breaking up with who
You're breaking up with me
Try living without me, yeah

[CL] Tonight of all times, why is it raining again
It makes me look so pitiful
[Minzy] Don't try to console me
Move this hand, we're strangers now

[Bom] Don't worry about me and go away
I'll disappear, no strings attached
You thought I'd hang onto you
It's disgusting, don't misunderstand

[Dara] I'll meet someone so much better
I'll make you regret it all
Sadness is only for now, boy
Cause love is over
Love, love is over tonight

[CL] Just say what you gotta say
How can you be uncool to the very end?
Fiancé? Beyonce
I'm walkin' out of destiny
Not pitifully alone, but a glamorous solo
That's my way
I gave it my all, so I don't have regrets

Pretending like you're more sad
Pretending you're cool to the end
All you do is act a fool
You ain't shi.t without your crew
I don't have time, I gotta go
So long, good bye, adios
I don't want to see your ugly face again no more

[Minzy] Tonight of all times, why is it raining again
It makes me look so pitiful
[Dara] Don't try to console me
Move this hand, we're strangers now

[Bom] Don't worry about me and go away
I'll disappear, no strings attached
You thought I'd hang onto you
It's disgusting, don't misunderstand

[Minzy] I'll meet someone so much better
I'll make you regret it all
Sadness is only for now, boy
Cause love is over
Love, love is over tonight

Go go away
Go away
Go away
Go away

[Bom] Don't worry about me and go away
I'll disappear, no strings attached
You thought I'd hang onto you
It's disgusting, don't misunderstand

I'll meet someone so much better
I'll make you regret it all
Sadness is only for now, boy
Cause love is over
Love, love is over tonight

2010-10-10T23:57:00.000+08:00

has been a awhile,
well, life is still the same, pretty bored(:

But indeed i muz say,
Within the past 1 week 6 days,
LOTS of THINGS happen,
juz when i tot everything is gonna b back to normal,
there will oways be addition last min stuff which change everything.

but True,
Life cant really get back to how it use to be,
no matter how hard we tried.
No doubt,
tats why here i am STRUGGLING.
From Studies to Work to Family to Relationship.

Just WHY?
WHY cant life be simple?
WHY is there oways last min stuff which will occur
and juz make EVERYTHING seems even more complicated?

Don bother asking too
coz I don wish to say abt what has happen.
yup.

But don worry,
It wont affect me after today,
I will FACEd watever which is coming
Coz i KNOW i will grow to b a Stronger, Wiser and More mature person
I also wont bother abt watever, whoever that gonna says anything.

NOW,
all that matters,
Is Time to plan the nxt step which i'm gonna take.

A serious note to myself:
I AM LIVING IN A REALISTIC WORLD.
At de end of the day,
there is no one whom you can trust
except for yourself.
& it is often when some stuff happen,
that you see someone's true colour.
which i muz say, is indeed a v. important lesson that all of us muz learn at de end of the day.

I will never FORGET that.
you do taugh me well, mother.

2010-09-27T21:05:00.000+08:00

Somehow, for some reason,
I'm Still thinking of you.

I guess,
A Part of me still waiting for you.
even doh,
i know that this 2 yrs might be a real tough one.
But,
seem like watever i do,
it will just link it all back to you.

hmmm
Since the day you left,
for some reason,
I felt v.lonely.
Despite having frens ard me,
my heart still felt empty & lonely.
everything juz seem so complicated and messy.
its like everything still left hanging there..
& no matter how hard i tried to smile,
i juz cant get rid of this feeling

but i know,
no matter wat,
if you're really meant to b mine,
you will still be mine.
just like how we first started off being together.
no one will expect us to be together for the past 4 years.
hmmm

P.S:
hope you're doing well in ns now,
hopefully get to know more frens.
& please do take care of yourself.
& like i promise, i will take care of myself.
& will keep Smiling.
hmmm..

Coco Lee and Mindy Ke - She Cries Before She Sleeps

2010-09-26T11:59:00.001+08:00

她在睡前哭泣　想要藉著眼淚　洗清心靈
她在睡前哭泣　想在黎明之前　忘記了愛情

2010-09-25T21:41:00.000+08:00

Tonight,
the 1st night after u told me,
let just remain as frens.

for the first time,
i realise, i really love u more then wat i've expected.
hate myself, for not treasuring those times i have with you.
but i know,
watever it is its all too late.

i guess,
the reasons are clear.
for not being able to do wat you expected me to do,
for not giving you enough time especially during this period
when your're entering ns.
it juz me,
i'm just not being a good gf.

but for this 4 years,
i really did my part as a gf.
doh i know perhaps its not enough.
but my feelings for you is surely sth which u cannot don believe.

hmmm..
tonight,
i realise, ur shoulders, ur smile, ur eyes, & ur smell..
no longer belong to me.
hmmm

i'm feeling lost and lonely.

2010-09-25T17:44:00.000+08:00

Today is a Freaking boring day.

but think in the good side,
manage to slack whole day at home.
XD

has been a busy week doh.
glad tat i'm able to re-charge myself today.

hmmm.
Suddenly today,
I can feel the distance btw us.
but i know, perhaps its only me who feel dis way
not sure why i think so.
but i guess.
perhaps this might also be the best solution for both of us.
hopefully,
Soon everything will b back to normal.

2010-09-24T10:03:00.000+08:00

WOW~
first time woke up so early.
i realize theres a change inside my body,
whereby i could no longer slp tat much, which i use to
is like, the moment 6-7hr of slp reaches, i will auto wake up!
no matter how i try to make myself slp more,
i still cant continue slping.
tsk.

gonna shop wid my babes, SS4 later(:
Really thks god for letting me know ppl like them,
of coz cannot 4get liting, Ritz, RJ & MS XD
they are all NICE PPL!
YUP(:
Coz they will cheer me up no matter wat XD
hahahhahahax!!
so yup,
I will Pray everyday tat those ppl i care will also oways stay happy.

ytd was consider my last day of sch XD
but, it just means tat exams is coming.
i have exam phobia doh.
will juz feel panic.
anw.
cannot give up!
i need to get all HD for my module.
if not i will lose my 'freedom'
XD

o well,
gotta bath & get ready to go sch for booth duty XD

2010-09-21T13:06:00.003+08:00

I Guess Everything is Over NOW,
Yup,
Perhaps Some Stuff is better left UNSPOKEN.
Some Stuff is better to be keep UNKNOWN.
Don wanna Know too much,
or Think too much
so tat at lest there is room for u to "DREAM"
Yeah,
thinking things are actually going in a very smooth way.

FEVER AGAIN!
YESH!
3rd time still i start sch,
so AVE, every Mth 1 time?
GOSH!~
I really didn think that my health is tat weak.

2010-09-20T21:07:00.003+08:00

Weird.
I've been feeling weird lately,
Don Really understand whats gotten over me.

But,
Don know why,
Juz cant Stop Think abt it.
it seems as doh,
i getting more and more scare abt it.

Mixed feeling,
tat so near yet so far feeling.
i guess perhaps its juz me who is thinking too much abt it.
yeay.
perhaps after a few days,
this feeling shld be gone.

thus,
cant stand it longer.
feel as doh, i am abt to lose control
weird.
this isnt shirlyn.

anw,
isnt feeling well too..
Sore Throat, FLu & Cough ):
Sian-ED

2010-09-16T12:26:00.001+08:00

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did, I did

And you were strong and I was not
My illusion, my mistake
I was careless, I forgot
I did

And now when all is done
There is nothing to say
You have gone and so effortlessly
You have won
You can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

Falling out of love is hard
Falling for betrayal is worst
Broken trust and broken hearts
I know, I know

Thinking all you need is there
Building faith on love and words
Empty promises will wear
I know, I know

And now when all is gone
There is nothing to say
And if you're done with embarrassing me
On your own you can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible!
Ooh impossible (yeah yeah)

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did

Tell them all I know now
Shout it from the roof tops
Write it on the sky line
All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy
And my heart is broken
All my scars are open
Tell them what I hoped would be
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible
Impossible, impossible

I remember years ago
Someone told me I should take
Caution when it comes to love
I did..

2010-09-16T11:45:00.002+08:00

Have been feeling kind of restless recently,
i guess its the post OB Syndrome bax.

Sian-ed,
I guess i need some motivation to push me to study

27th is approaching..
hmmm

anw,
Was quite addicted to Shontelle's Impossible;
part of the lyrics;-

Falling out of love is hard,
Falling for betrayal is worst,
Broken trust and broken hearts,
I know.

2010-09-12T14:54:00.002+08:00

I suspect i'm dying soon.
Suspect i hab tumor in my brain
have been experiencing mood swing for the pass few days,

feeling quite irritated when doing grp report.
i feel dumb,
coz i've been waiting since fri & sat
for my fren to send me de edited report
so tat i can do my compile.
was told tat by fri night,
but only got it only sat night.
however, there is still small part which she haven send me.
promise me dis morning will send me
but end up,
nth again.

i tink i am dying soon.
brain tumor, last stage.
no cure le..

2010-09-11T21:54:00.003+08:00

Argh!!
TODAY IS A BAD DAY! BAD DAY!!
SHHITY BAD DAY!

I'm feeling so irritated NOW.
SO ANGRY! VERY ANGRY! SUPER ANGRY!
SO ANGRY TAT .... hmmm i guess only my bff will know!

& i'm trying so hard now 2 control my tears.
I hate it.

SHIR! CANNOT CRY! will become very ugly de.
eyes will b puffy!

BUT
pissed! i'm freaking pissed.
SUPER PISSED!
DAMN PISSED!!

NO STRAWBERRIES OR MINT ICE-CREAM CAN MAKE ME HAPPY!
ARGH!!!

IHATEYOU! IHATEYOU!!!

2010-09-10T02:00:00.001+08:00

boring day.

anw. juz recieve a piece of new,
my sister broke up wid her bf again
sigh*
i guess i will b bz again.
mummy sure nag at me ask me to tok to her.

lazy to upload le.
coz hmmm.. nth to upload too..
hmmm

2010-09-09T15:20:00.002+08:00

I'm Freaking bored now,
another day in sch! juz to do OB Report!!

yesh!
i'm feeling crazy now..
juz wanna complaint complaint!
doh i know tat after submitting i 'might' miss doing report wid my grpmates.
TSK! Shirlyn, oways so flicker -minded..
hahahhax!

sian man~
recently, my life like so dull & bored.
argh!! guess i need to do some stuff to lighten it..
argh..

2010-09-07T01:03:00.002+08:00

TODAY is a MAD-Ness.
Realise lots of things haven been done.
Even some Done de also WRONG!
OMG!

hopefully i can finish the grp ob soon
everytink kinda of abit messy.
GOGOGO!! SHIRLYN!!
YOU CAN DO IT!!!

TOLERATE! TOLERATE!

and yes is time to b on DIET!
DAMN! i feel damn FAT!
i hate my FLABBY ARMS):
anw ways to CUT it?!

OH GOD!!
OH BUDDHA!
OH GUAN YIN MA!
OH TIAN GONG!
OH WATEVER!!~

SHUT UP! SHIRLYN!
I feel INSANE NOW!
BYE!

2010-09-05T15:24:00.003+08:00

WOW~ long time since i last blog. LOL!
anw, has been busy.

New Life. New Chapter.
hab been in SIM studying Business Management.
O Well, partly is tot of trying to gain more knowledge,
another reason is well,
of coz, my mum.

Anw.
Sept, gonna b a pretty busy month for me.
Lots of assignment due,
Plus lots of frens, sister's 21st bdae party

alrite, shld upload some pic.

My Life ( 100110 - 180110)

2010-01-18T23:22:00.004+08:00

Finally hab de time & mood to blog again,
LOL! XD

i muz say well,
quite a number of stuff happen for de pass few days,
things like,

FINALLY my fyp was OVER,
& manage to clear most of my reports,

BABY specially bake a tiramisu cake for me <3
well, first time baking,
i muz say he was really awsome XD
thks DEAR *heart*

Lastly,
finally got my Real Licence!
even doh my photo was freaking SHI* Ugly,
but o well, yea.
like wat my frens said,
i guess only de T.P might get de chance to see my ugly photo.
LOL!

& dad for de 1st time,
handed me de car key & i drove alone! (w/o my dad's supervision)
tgt wid my bro(s),
went to drive my mom & sis back frm work!
hahahx.

well, its a great beginning isnt it?!
LOL!
now i guess,
wat i am suppose to do was to start STUDYING
& GRAD. FAST!!!.

3yrs of poly life was ending,
wooot~ time really flies man..
& now, i'm really feeling like a 21yr old adult.
XD

2010-01-10T15:11:00.002+08:00

I'M OFFICALLY 21!!!!

my bdae party ytd was definitely a BLAST!!
thks everyone for turning up!
i SERIOUSLY hab a WONDERFUL TIME!!!

a Special thks to :-
Glen(myCousin) for being my photographer for the day
Benji & frens for providing me wid the lightings
SP DeeJays, petrick nd fren for all the wonderful music!!

even doh imuz admit inbtw sometink happen which make me feel abit down,
but evertink end up WELL!

THks everyone!
oh yea, not forgetting all your lovely presents & card made.
I LOVE IT ALOT!
can feel all of your sincerity
& your time spend on choosing the presents.
THKS!
i will cherish everytink u all give,
even the Chocolate, i will make sure i eat them one by one without SHARING!
hahahx.
& gain 10KG after tat..
LOL!

thks ppl!
will upload all the photos soon!
Cya~

2010-01-04T20:35:00.003+08:00

YEAY!!
today is definitely a dae to be HAPPY about!!
I PASSED MY DRIVING TEST!!
WOOHOO~
got my tempo Driving Licence too.
even doh i know tat photo i submit is very UGLY
coz i was still in tat 'shag-look' habing to chiong my fyp till 2am ytd):

o well,
better den nth rite?!
LOL!

okok.
it a new year, and a GREAT Beginning.
hopefully den rest of my dis yr will be like today,
HAPPY & JOY!

Cheers(:

2010-01-01T00:01:00.000+08:00

HAPPY NEW YR PPL!!
HAPPY 2010!!

well,
my new yr resolution dis yr is very simple,
to FINISH ALL MY FYP & REPORTS(:

anw. i know i hab alot to upload but kinda lazy
hahahx
anw. juz change my music play list
lovin' the song that is play in my blog now.
feel that the lyrics is very meaning full(:
here is the lyrics

What Should i do - You're beautiful OST

when i let you go one footstep further,
my eyes fill with tears
when you walk one footstep futher,
more of my tears fall

as you go to a place where i cant reach you
even if i reach out my hand
i cant catch you, i can only cry

(chorus)
what should i do, what should i do
you're leaving,
what shld i do, what shld i do
you're leaving
i love you, i love you
but you cant hear me
because i'm only shouting with my heart

all day long i try to erase you
but you arise in my thoughts again
all day long i try to say goodbye to you
although you've gone to a place i cant hold you
even if i reach out my hand again,
i cant find you, i can only cry

(chorus)
what should i do, what should i do
you're leaving,
what shld i do, what shld i do
you're leaving
i love you, i love you
but you cant hear me
because i'm only shouting with my heart

what shld i do, what shld i do
i only have you.....

(chorus)
what should i do, what should i do
you're leaving,
what shld i do, what shld i do
you're leaving
i love you, i love you
but you cant hear me
because i'm only shouting with my heart

2009-12-17T16:46:00.002+08:00

AWAY FRM 17th Dec - 23rd DEC

OMG!

less then 5 hr
& i'll be saying BYEBYE to SINGAPORE~
feeling quiet anxious now(:
juz when to help sis buy her new hp,
coz apparently,
hers got stolen ytd by some bastards.
now my sibling & i all got the same phone,
nokia E72(:

bye ppl
i will miss u all.
i know u all will miss me too,
even doh i know not really miss me but my PRESENTS.
LOL XD

shall stop here(:
BYE!

2009-12-14T00:55:00.002+08:00

WOOOHOO~
finally its HOLIDAY!

i DO studyhard for my MST!
so i guess i DO deserve to enjoy my holiday now?!
haven been habing a proper holiday since beginning of yr 2 sem2,
its like end of our yr 2 break was for our Attachment,
den yr 3 sem 1 break was for FYP.
even doh i cant say i'm able to enjoy fully now,
but still as compare,
at lest i able to breath a little bit more!

abt 2 more days,
flying off to jap wid my family,
don know shld i b happy or not.
well, after so many yrs ( i tink abt 1 yr plus didn go overseas)
i guess i shld be v. anxious abt my trip to jap now rite?!
LOL!

in case u didn know,
except for my jap air-ticket,
my expenses i got topay for myself!
Zzz.. i'm FREAKING broke now!
plus i've SO MANY PRESENT to buy!!
& after i come back, few days later is my 21st bdae!
LOL!
yea.
all my DEMANDING FRENS -.-''
hahahx! jkjk-ing.
maybe i go bring a bottle there bring back their snow for u.
hahahx..

feeling very happy since MST!
thks ppl,
i know i hab alot TRUE fren!
at lest ppl whom i can really TRUST(:
thks darlings..
for oways there for me, stand by me,
hear me complain, crapping, rubbishing..
hahahx..
is really fascinating that my yr2 sem 1 clique started off wid very lttle ppl,
but now,
it really GROWN!
hahahx..
thks ppl, U ALL ARE DE BEST!
hahahx..
i guess u guys are de ppl (the memorise we hab),
i gonna miss after we GRAD!
hahax.

of coz, last but not lest,
my BFF, SISTERS, & Baby(:
LOL!
alrite, alrite,
sounded as if i'm writing some gratitude speech.

hope everyday could be dis gud(:

BYE ppl!
NITEX
SWEET DREAMS(:

2009-12-12T01:18:00.003+08:00

FINALLY END OF MST!!
WOOHOO~

WATCH-ed NEW MOON!!
IT WAS FASCINATING!!

TAYLOR LAUTNER IS SO CUTE,

& GOD-DAMN HUNKY!! XD

So totally in love wid him now!

hahahx!

HE IS MINE(:

2009-12-08T22:06:00.002+08:00

AHAHHAX!
i know it has been ages!
& my BLOG is ROTTING like Sh*t

o well,
was VERY VERY VERY
BUSY!!

habing my MST now,
just finish 2 paper,
2 more to go.
hopefully Friday faster come.

i DESPERATELY need my HOLIDAY!
even doh there is still fyp.
but i seriously hate de exam, stress feeling.
ARGHHH~
y i'm i not born wid super duber,
memory- type of brain?!

feeling so slpy now,
gotta go(:
BYE

2009-11-08T23:15:00.002+08:00

Another dae had passed,
spent my dae, today, WORKING!
yes! coz i'm in need of money,
well, like wat my mum oways tell me,
no one will say they hab earn enuff,
coz money is nv enuff.

today wasnt really a good dae fer,
2 STUPID/RETARDED/IDIOT/DUMB customer spoiled my dae.

No. 1, retarded customer,
sign up for a package,
use finish de package yet die die don wan come back to pay the remaining outstanding amount.
whenever we call,
she will juz HANG UP!
argh!!
but o well,
tried my luck, called her again today after so long (abt 3mths)
luckily she called back!
perhaps coz she didn realise its her Creditor's number who is calling her,
when she realise its us,
coz hear tat she wanna hang up,
but of coz i dont allow her to hang up!
so i impose as someone caling frm my company head office,
she tried to gib me some lame excuses,
but o well,
lucky i manage to shut her off!
so she only quietly listen to me.
in any case PREPARE to RECIEVE a REMINDING LETTER!!
u tink only consumer can go CASE?!
i CHECK IT OUT AlRDY!!
WAIT fer our COURT LETTER!!
argh!!!

No.2 Stupid Customer.
come my shop frm eyelash perm & facial.
she previously hab facial packages.
so we let her sign her card to aknowledge that she hab alrdy done it,
yet b4 my girl can ask her to pay fer her eyelash perm,
she GOT AWAY!
so today after 6mths,
she finally come again!
i tried to tok to her nicely,
& ask her to pay her remaining outstanding,
again,
she started pissing up & scolding me!
FARK!
she gib lots of stories not knowing she was self contradicting herself at de same time!
den started saying wanna complaint to de BOSS etc.

in my mind i was like,
:"HELLO!? here is de BOSS'S DAUGHTER whom u r toking to!? u wanna complaint to my mum abt me?! u tink i gib a SHIT?! as if i will ever be FIRED! Moreover, wat wrong do i hab asking YOU to pay ur OUTSTANDING?! SUE me la!!! Zzzz... " -- i guess MOM ppl & CASE ppl are my friends now (:
too bad i hab everytink in BLACK & WHITE.

OMG!
anw, again, my mum will say this is Service line.
i seriously feel like opening a forum fer all employers to tok abt watever they are facing,
be it problems faced by workers as well as consumers.
Zzz..
y are there forum where only consumer gets to tok, how abt us? all those employers out there.. facing all these type of consumers are seriously ..... SHIT!

anw.
tml will be a new dae!!
slping soon.
NITEX!

2009-10-25T00:28:00.003+08:00

Another boring dae.
Stress & busy level is rising up.

meet up wid baby at town,
nth much, walk ard, shop ard, hab lunch @waruku.
afterwhich baby acc. me home,
his main motive was to see baby REY!

anw, feeling so bored right,
don hab the mood to start doing my hw):
wat a saturday nitex.
wanna carry baby rey,
but seem like he also bz wid his stuff.

hmmm.
guess gonna stop here.
gonna continue wid my work.

Baby REY

2009-10-23T23:13:00.005+08:00

Today is another NO SCH DAE!
well, coz was suppose to b my prac dae,
but coz now is de first week of sch,
thus, no prac = no sch (:

woke up ard 12pm plus 1pm today.
feeling freaking,
online do some research fer my FYP.
afterwhich when out wid my sis & small bro.
my bro bought a new pet,
hamster ytd.
so we went to a pet shop to buy a bigger cage
& those required stuff.
thinking his pet would be lonely,
i bought one fer myself too!!
ahahhax.
i bought a drawf hamster,
white in colour, name it REY,

yup ppl,
no doubt,
my new baby, REY!
afterwhich, meet dear fer dinner,
& told him abt REY,
LOL! hopefully dear is jealous abt him.
wahhahax!!
anw. heres some photo (:

my baby REY, isnt he adorable? XD

2009-10-18T00:28:00.002+08:00

feeling better then ytd.
at lest i can stop rubbing my NOSE!

fever went down.
no longer feeling so bad as compare to ytd.
guess i can get to slp much better then ytd.

dear came my house dis afternoon,
thks baby,
fer looking after me.

after which went to my cousin house fer dinner.
long time since we go to my cousin house.
nephew Xavier was still the same,
cute & chubby.

guess,
tats all i gonna blog now,
gonna watch my MTV VMA 2009.

Ciao ppl~
(:

2009-10-16T17:11:00.000+08:00

feel so like dying,
sore throat & flu..

haiz...

not feeling ALRITE!

2009-10-16T00:44:00.002+08:00

feeling very down right now.
all negative thoughts in me.
feeling so pissed.
i hate it.
hmmm...
guess i better be alone for now.
hmmm.

2009-10-15T16:49:00.003+08:00

alrite.

FINALLY here to UPDATE AGAIN!

hahahx XD

meet up wid sec sch babes for fred's early cel.

met fred at my mom's shop,

to help her fer her eyelash perm.

meet up wid ting @ vivo.

hhax after that meet si @ clark quay

& went to central fer dinner.

LOL!

after which went to Arena!!

first time went to club.

find it pretty cool doh..

hahahx..

The dae end off wid fred's bf driving us home.

COOL Man~

first time tok to her bf in person.

well, all i can say was.

" FRED! you've found the right person!"

hahahx.

he was a gentleman indeed!

ok la, ok la.

faster get married den let me get ur red packet la!!

hahahx!

2009-09-25T01:38:00.002+08:00

ARGH!! HELPPP~
hab been working fer the past few days!!
None Stop!
is like everyday got to walk up early
either FYP or Working ):

anw. was suppose to do fyp today,
but coz need to renew my passport.
didn go do fyp,
but de shitty thing was,
i Q-ed very long & de person don let me do.
coz they need my parents married cert,
-.-''
asshole.
anw.
also don know wat am i typing now.
go slp le.
BYE!

moday-heels(:

2009-09-21T23:02:00.001+08:00

Today was another working dae for me!
O yes!
WORK! & more WORK!
looking thru my calendar list make me realise
consecutive fer more den a week i hab been keep on working
but it also proves another tink,
when u hab sometink serious to do,
TIME FLIES!

hey babes( my sisters & lyna all),
sorry haven been habing time fer u guys.
but yea.
hahahx.
i know u all understand me(:
coz this wasnt sometink i wan too.

but true,
all the tire-ness i felt was worth it.
coz WORKING more means SALARY($$) MORE.
even doh i'm working fer my mum,
my salary was also merely a pay for normal Part-timer.
YES, don mind telling you, juz 7bucks per hour.
so F-off if u tink my job was simple,
& tat coz i was working fer my mum so i can get so much $ as i wan,
HELL NO! (:
of coz well,
i got to do alot of shit work u know.

anw. glad to see BFF today,
she came to my mum shop.
but i apologise fer not being able to entertain u
coz i've alrdy promise my sis fer accompany her to watch movie!

YES! worn my 3-in heels today!
& not feeling pain (blister) wat so ever!!
hahahx!
cool man.
now instead i felt more painful wearing my short heels):
don understand why too.
but o well,
couldnt care more.

freaking tired.
finally could rest tml.
hab driving in the morning after which meet baby.
(:
nite ppl(:
BYE

New Hair Cut

2009-09-21T01:22:00.003+08:00

has been working for the pass few day(:
whole body aching sia.
anw. went to cut hair today(:

My NEW HAIR CUT!

hope not tat bad?!

hahahx.

even if don suit me also too late le!!

guess can only wait till my hair grow bad!

freaking tired le.

go slp le!!

NITEX!

2009-09-18T02:41:00.002+08:00

Hello again(: -- to my blog.

haben been updating recently
coz i've been freaking busy!
well, busy wid my FYP & WORKING!
yup, working so tat i can hab more allowance,
hey,
i'm not someone who is born wid silver or gold spoon alrite -.-

so my life has been quite dull for these pass few days,
slp, wake up, bath, sch, do FYP, eat, work, go home.
LOL!
like my daily routin sia.
O man!
so no life!
alrite~ i know..

feeling so tired each time i reach hm fro work-.-
eye bag growing bigger & bigger!

okok,
seriously too tired to type too(:
go slp le.
ILOVEMYBF!
hahax.
niteX.

2009-09-15T12:45:00.002+08:00

feeling Freaking tired now.
today has been a long dae fer me):
woke up early fer sch coz of FYP,
after which directly went to work at vivo till 9 plus den reach hm.
haiz..
sth happen,
even doh its nth big,
but i feel demoralised.

i feel like i'm a jinx! ):
haiz.

o well,
go slp le.
BYE!

eeyin bdae(:

2009-09-14T11:57:00.002+08:00

phew~ today was a TIRING dae!
just reach home from bugis.
yup,
went to bugis AGAIN.
babe, Ee Yin's bdae today,
so some of us plan a mini cel. fer her(:
well,
wat happen most was her being happy,
went pub aka restaurant to hab our dinner,
the atmosphere there was cozy & warm(:
My one & only meal (first meal) today was the seafood combo & a glass of lychee martini!
suddenly feel tat the food there was delicious!
hahax.
maybe coz i'm really freaking hungry.
i woke up ard 12plus,
went gym & swimming wid BFF(liting)
till abt 4plus 5,
den rush down to bugis le. ):
poor me.
lol

okok, kinda tired now,
hab FYProject tml.
meeting frau & xy(gorilla) at dover at 10am.

go slp le.
MISS ME!
hahax.
sweet dreams to me too.
BYE!

2009-09-13T16:29:00.002+08:00

HELLO!
here to blog again
even doh i don know if anyone is reading.
hahahx.

ytd was a chaotic day.
well, as usual went out wid bf.
wanted go his house coz he was habing fever.
but he insist on going out.
so we go to town to shop.
but didn manage to buy anything.

anw.
shall not elaborate more.
perhaps coz didn slp well the other nitex.
so i feel unwell & headache.
thus, baby accompany me home.
yup,
& my bro's fren, roy was in our in house.
as he was currently studying is mass com.
they need to made a film
so yup,
roy & his crew were all in our house filming.

anw.
coz i wasnt feeling v. well.
so i slpt ard 11 plus 12am
however,
seem like there is alot of commotion going on.
suddenly my sis rush out & back to the room telling me,
lots of police & paramedic was in my house.
apparently, as they were acting, a scene which require them to use knife.
so yup, an actress accidentally hurt another actress.
well, yup a slash in her hand.
so one of them called 911 & the paramedic & police all came to my house.
but luckily one of the paramedic say nth serious happen.
so yup.
lucky everything was over too.
in de end roy & his crew went to the hospital to visit her & accompany her home.
yup(:

hmmm..
don know wat else i wanna say le..
hahahx..
anw. gg-ing slp le..
hab dinner later wid my family.
okie.

BYE(:

raining, boring day.

2009-09-11T17:51:00.002+08:00

Wat a Raining day, today.
woke up only at 12pm.
feeling freaking BORED-.-

Oh Well, is not tat i don wanna go out,
but in a few mins time
i've got to go fer my driving lesson.
hopefully i can do well in my Fucking revision
which is my last lesson
& tat FUCKing no one or anything can gib me a reason
to stop/delay me from booking my TP!
i'm not FUCKING RICH alrite.
so pls no more delayed.
coz i feel so shit got to renewed pdl etc..

o yea,
pray hard my instructor wasnt tat fierce old man ):

hab a very strange dream dis morning,
coz i was woke up by the sound of de rain
& guess i fall aslp again covering my blanket all over me
& i dream tat as i cover myself,
i can see thru the blanket,
meaning like a invisible blanket or sth
& tat i was protecting myself coz some monster wanna catch me.
alrite.
very retarded i know.

anw. later meeting lyna babe fer dinner.
asked her to accompany me,
moreover we leave 'quite' near.
LOL!

got to go bath & get ready fer driving):
wish me luck pls.

Ahdiyos~

All Good girls hab their limites too alrite`

shopping, winter cloths

2009-09-09T23:07:00.003+08:00

OFMG!
dis is my 2nd time now, BLOGGING!!!
coz i accidentally deleted away my post!
so yup,
need to type AGAIN,
2nd time wat i was gonna to say.

so firstly,
gonna upload the neoprints babes & i took
during si & san bdae(:
well, dis is some of it.
de rest u can view it from my FB.

so today,

went shopping wid my family,

has been awhile since the last time my whole family go shopping tgt.

yup,

no doubt.

went to vivo city to buy our winter cloths fer te coming japan trip!

WOOHOO~

my small bro cried coz in de process,

we kinda neglected him,

coz the kids section was on the other side.

so yup,

the sales person say settles the adults first

den lastly my small bro.

& it kinda took very long

so my bro felt neglected.

LOL!

anw. those winter wear are EFFING EXP!

total we spend abt $2400 plus,

o man,

lucky tink was,

we could wear it again,

if we were to on on such trip in de futurn.

hahahx.

okie.

lazy to type more.

end here.

BYE!

090909

2009-09-09T03:26:00.000+08:00

Woo~ cool.
today was 090909.
the number i love most.
but well, despite tat,
dis number is meaningless to me.
too bad not my bdae(:

dis yr didn seem to be my year.
many things happen within a short time frame.
seen many stuff & know many truth.
sometime how i wish i could i juz die.
or maybe hit my head so i could juz b unconscious
growing up makes me feel so tired,
didn grow tall,
but my hatred seem to keep growing.

often when someone told me tat they hate growing up,
i would seriously wonder why?
coz growing up juz mean u hab more freedom
& being independent
but i was wrong.
it juz let u realise how cruel the reality,
the world is.
& when u realise,
your hatred towards someone will juz keep increasing.

someone once told me,
how she wish de end of de world will juz come.
coz being human was a tiring thing.
& tat she wasn't scare of any punishment tat was coming fer all her crime
after she die.
but fer me,
i feel tat being a human is god's way of punishing us.
coz only us human,
will hab to go thru all dis emotion, blablabla.
perhaps my previous life i was really someone bad.
so now,
dis is all my punishment.

my friend( use to be)
chat wid me on msn today.
he apologies to me
& he rmb today was my dae, 090909.
but.
however, even doh i 4gib him.
still, things juz cant go back to how it used to be.
coz time juz cant be turn back.
moreover everytink hab happen.
so wats de point now?
lets juz leave the way our life is,
yes. i mean juz like now.
u live ur life & i'll live mine.
pls don interfer.
i really don need any more shit things to happen.
i juz wanna faster study & grad.

guess i better slp now.
BYE

2009-09-06T01:33:00.000+08:00

after for sooooo long,

finally get to meet up wid dear.

when to cel. our belated 3 yr anniversary.

was suppose to be 01.09.2009 doh.

but o well,

EXAM!

so wat to do?

hahahx.

anw.

we went to bugis to shop.

bought another pair of heels from charles & keith!

but dis time is a shorter heel.

WOOOOts~

hahahx.

but still i muz keep remind myself to save up.

if not i wont hab money to spent on my jap trip end of dis yr.

after walking & shopping for so long,

dear bring me to a pub aka restaurant to eat

well,
i muz say first time going to a pub,

i quite like the ambients there.

LOL!

was cosy & quiet!

perhaps coz there are only 2 of us occupying the whole restaurant XD

o yea.

& we drink!

but de alcohol content wasn't tat high at all,

but its enuff to make me feel like slping doh..

anw. if theres a chance

hope i could bring lyna all & BFF there!

ahhax.

yup, & start cam whoring alrite(:

okie,shall go slp le.

gotta work tml!

FIGHTING~

2009-09-04T02:09:00.000+08:00

FINALLY! its HOLIDAY!

its reallylike finally,
hahahx.
rmb my last 'holiday',
i still habing my attachment.
LOL!

anw. yup.
still cant really enjoy,
coz there stillFYP to complete.
well, my last paper,
perfumery & fragrance.
hmmm.
i juz hope i don forward can le..
hahax.
after exam,
went to watch finaly destination 3D
wid my classmate.
& how i find de movie?
one word, GROSS

anw. today meet up wid ting to gym.
LOL.
after which went to northpoint to shop
hahahx.
felt really relax coz fer a long time didn really hab tat feel
so busy and stress almost everyday!
anw.
sorry ppl,
dis week & nxt week,
i'm kinda fully book(:
hahax.
so yup.
juz sms me i will arrange my time wid u!
LOL!
gg slp le.
meeting BFF tml to shop(:
BYE!

P.S: MJ is so HANDSOME! my sg idol ((:

The Voice Within Lyrics:
Young girl don’t cry
I’ll be right here when your world starts to fall
Young girl it’s alright
Your tears will dry, you’ll soon be free to fly
When you’re safe inside your room you tend to dream
Of a place where nothing’s harder than it seems
No one ever wants or bothers to explain
Of the heartache life can bring and what it means

Chorus:
When there’s no one else, look inside yourself
Like your oldest friend just trust the voice within
Then you’ll find the strength that will guide your way
You’ll learn to begin to trust the voice within

Young girl don’t hide
You’ll never change if you just run away
Young girl just hold tight
Soon you’re gonna see your brighter day
Now in a world where innocence is quickly claimed
It’s so hard to stand your ground when you’re so afraid
No one reaches out a hand for you to hold
When you look outside look inside to your soul

Chorus

Life is a journey
It can take you anywhere you choose to go
As long as you’re learning
You’ll find all you’ll ever need to know
(be strong)
You’ll break it
(hold on)
You’ll make it
Just don’t forsake it because
No one can tell you what you can’t do
No one can stop you,
you know that I’m talking to you

Chorus

Young girl don’t cry I’ll be right here when your world starts to fall

2009-08-31T22:46:00.000+08:00

YESH!!!

2 DOWN 1 MORE TO GO!!

well, today's paper,
hmmm. not really tat hard as i expected.
de MCQ & Section B was alrite.
but section C i find it abit TRICKY!

hahax..
okie,
maybe i shdn use de word tricky.
juz tat i kinda cant rmb the mechanical of action and all.
nevertheless,
i juz hope i don FORWARD any module.
i juz left 1 more semester & i can juz get out of SP.

hahax.
of coz i will miss all my beloved friends.
juz tat u know,
there are also retards ppl tat ruin my poly life.
hahahx..
okok,
nvm.

went wid xy to lot 1 to eat after exam.
ahhax.
& yup, we crap alot.
HAHAX!
seriously cant wait fer holiday to come
so many tinks i wanna do.
earn money.
go sentosa wid babe.
DIET!.
shopping etc..

anw.
my december holiday (right after mst)
has been plan.
YUP! tickets, bought.
Going to JAPAN! tgt wid my family & close relative.
hahahx!
after so many tink which happen,
i guess i'll take it as a break fer me! XD
& i'm preetty sure i'll definitely gonna enjoy myself!
heard during tat period is snowing season XD
wahahhahax!
don worry my fren(s)
i will TRY buy present er u all alrite(:
ahhax.
coz muz see if i hab de money.
LOL!

guess gonna stop here.
BYE

2009-08-29T13:41:00.001+08:00

ARGH!
feeling so IRRITATED right now!
my laptop is PISSING me OFF!!
i don know is it really got virus or wat,
but my laptop will suddenly hab some kind of music,
like those play in advert.
i tot maybe is advert so i juz close de window.
but no!

damn it.
den everytime i watch movie,
suddenly there will b a weird music coming out -.-''

anw.
nvm, i take it as a reminding telling me,
U HAB SLACK ENUFF GIRL!
GET BACK TO UR REVISION!!

anw,
i've propose to my sweetheart ppchem ytd.
but seem like nth work out between us.
i keep try to memorise!
but theres hell alot too-.-
pls. i pray hard.
juz let me pass 31st ):

slpt at 4 plus ytd,
couldn't slp well,
lots of stuff happen recently,
one after another.
all i hope now was that it wont affect me & my studies.
well,
i wanna finish studying de damn diploma
& get out of SCH!

pls grant me my wish.
ending here.
BYE

2009-08-26T18:39:00.000+08:00

7 more days to FREEDOM
(End Of EXAMS)

meet up wid liting--bff today.
went to bp plaza.
has been sometime since i last go there,
seem like everything still abt the same.

went to long john to eat,
& we started to update ourselves wid our life.
was pretty funny coz i told her abt my family prob.
which is between me & my mum.
well,
as usual,
everytime mention abt her,
i would wan to cry.
so yea.
told her some stuff.
really glad that she understand how/what i've gone thru.
& is weird,
coz we both ended up crying.

ppl ard us was shock & probably shock
coz both of us was eating & we started to cry.
however,
i really wanna thanks my bff for oways being there fer me,
listening to me & everytink.
LOVE you gal.

was suppose to her to study.
but end up went to her house to watch korean drama.
LOL!
well,
i said tat going to ur house to study was an excuses,
don wanna stay at home is de real reason.

haiz.
went home abt 5 plus.
feeling very dreadful.
coz i really don wanna go home.
reach home same time as my dad,
my dad gave me a smile,
which made me quite relieve & happy.
at lest i feel abit of comfort.

guess i gonna lock myself up in de room again.

think tats all(:
kinda lazy to type.

2009-08-26T18:12:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling dreadful once again.
feeling emo once again.
feeling unwanted once again.

My day started unhappily once again.
something insignificant happen ytd.
wat insignificant things?
juz coz my bro & i drank soft drinks ytd.
de moment my mom reaches hm from work,
the nagging and scolding began.
i knew she care fer us,
i knew is all fer our own good.
but in de end?
as usual,
i'm the one she blame.
i'm the one to her, started everything.
as usual, her personal insult to me began.
juz me..

why?
why me again?
what have i done wrong again?
i really cant use words to explain how am i feeling now.
even thought i keep teling myself juz ignore.
but i start feeling the hurt all over again.

since young,
many things keep happening to me,
no matter was it my fault or not.
i'm oways de one,
ended up getting cane & scolding from her.

but why?
why is this things happening on me?
do you know how much i love you?
even doh i know you dote my brother more.
but why?
do you know that since young i keep thinking of the possible reason/things that i've done,
thats why you treat me dis way?
and i've been wondering why somethings happen?
is it coz i'm stupid?
i cant gib u better result?
i cant make u feel proud thats y?
but no matter how much i try to prove to you,
its all useless...

you will nv love me the way u love my brother.
everytime you cane me, you slap me or scold me
i keep telling myself nv cry.
coz i don wan to show you the weakness to me.
but each time you do tat,
you've stab me in my heart.
& all i left for you now,
is nth but hatred.
& this hatred juz keep growing as i grow up each day.
coz i realise that you've abandon me once.

I HATE YOU, MOTHER--

i tried so hard,
trying to tok things out wid you.
but u nv give me a chance to.
each time i tried & the way you treat me,
only hurt me more.
so i've given up.
given up on you.

coz of you,
i've long lock myself up.
coz of you,
i've change..
i can no longer be who i use to be anymore..
i cant be that happy-go-lucky girl anymore.

all i wan now.
is to be alone..

2009-08-25T21:54:00.000+08:00

Finally 1 down 2 more to go.

Todays' AIA paper was Effin hard!
almost all that i've studied DID NOT CAME OUT!
it felt as if those we studied in the lecture note is useless.
and those question ask are like mainly frm our Practical Menu.

went home immediately after exam,
was freaking tired,
coz didn really slp well the night before.
but don know why, even doh i was lying down,
i still cant fall aslp.

keep contact wid a sec sch senior of mine,
Angela, chat & update abt each other's life.
after which i was ask by my maid to eat my dinner.
however,
i was not allow to eat in peace
coz the minute my parents reach home,
my mum started naggy.
she was scolding my bro,
& ultimately she aim to me!
DAMN IT!
as usual,
she juz keep criticize me,
blablabla~
study so much for wat,
and all those bullshit.

watever la.
not as if i wanna study too.
i study is also coz YOU made me rite?

Sorry mom,
your daughter is juz tat stupid alrite?
happy?

haiz..
feeling so shitty now!!

2009-08-24T19:40:00.000+08:00

FEEL LIKE VOMITING AGAIN~
O Man~
tsk.
AIA paper is juz tml,
have yet finishing study.
feeling abit panic.
nth seem to get inside my head.
hmmm
argh..

but den again,
feels giddy & headache.
wanna puked!

to my brain:
pls brain, don FAIL me!

trying drink coffee to make me stay awake.
but i feel even more like slping!
-.-
Damn me!
my body seriously gonna rot like shit.

okok,
i know, STOP COMPLAINING
& Continue to study!
alrite~!

BYE!

2009-08-22T17:13:00.000+08:00

just change my blogskin to b the same as BFF!
wahahhax.

2 more days to my first paper.
haven even finish studying fer it!

feeling so shitty dis few days
dis whole week,
whole dae at home luh!

anw.
here is some plan fer my upcoming holidays(:

3rd sept: Sentosa wid Sisters
7th sept: GYM!

tats all fer now.
going back to MUG le ):

BYE!

Last day of GEMS(:

2009-08-19T13:14:00.000+08:00

Today was my last day of gems!
nahh.
maybe i shld say it in another way,
Last day of my Last Gems in Poly(:
hahahax

hab class presentation plus mini celebration.
gonna miss everyone(:
espcially those who is in my grp!
great knowing you peeps.
got to still keep in contact alrite(:

brough my digi cam to class.
after my grp's presentation ( first grp to present )
we keep taking pics!
hahax.
okok, gonna upload some.
de cookie is i BAKE de!

tats all fer today.
gonna slack le.

CIAOs~

Shoes-who?

2009-08-17T22:24:00.000+08:00

EXAMS HERE!!
Counting down,
8 days to my 1st PAPER!

O gosh..
hahahax!
cant wait fer exams to b over.
so tat i can 'ENJOY' my holiday.
o yeay,
not forgetting my FYP!

hab to go back sch tml.
gems presentation plus celebration.
didn know wat food to bring
thus, i bake some cookie.
hahahax!

went to northpoint wid my da jie today.
Finally bought my SHOES!
coz Finally i can find shoes wid my SIZE!
u know how hard it is?!
LOL!

it has been quite awhile since i last blog.
hahahx.
life was full of shit as usual.
but i'm fine.
got thru wid it.
feeling alrite now.

lalalalala~
tats all bye(:

Shopping!

2009-07-19T13:39:00.000+08:00

Today was so FUN!!! XD
a SHOPPING dae fer Rach & me!
too bad lyna couldn join us.

What i've bought today:
- Body lotion (strawberry)
- Shower gel (strawberry)
- A Dress
- Sun-glass
- Cardigon x2 ( grey & black)

went to charles & keith at wisma,
rach & i tried on heels!
OMG!
i'm totally in love with the one i choose,
Rach was so cool & pretty when she wear heels!
don worry ppl,
u will hab a chance to see it when our D&D comes.
LOL!

anw.
really spent alot sia.
offically broke now):

went to AMK to meet lyna,
wanna watch movie,
however don wan the movie we wanna watch,
so we went to eat dinner.
went home wid rach,
taking bus 169!
we got to wait freaking long!
abt 30min i guess,
o well, who ask me to live in such a isolate place):

pray tat i faster pass & get my driving soon!
den i can drive(:

gonna stop here(:
BYE!

You're not Sorry

2009-07-13T00:13:00.000+08:00

went to marina wid dear ytd,
went to singapore flyer to eat popype!!
de marsh potato there is still de BEST!

You're Not Sorry lyrics
Songwriters: Swift, Taylor Alison;

All this time I was wasting
Hoping you would come around
I've been giving out chances every time
And all you do is let me down

And it's taking me this long
Baby but I figured you out
And you're thinking we'll be fine again
But not this time around

You don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can say that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did -- before
You're not sorry, no, no, no, no

Looking so innocent
I might believe you if I didn't know
Could've loved you all my life
If you hadn't left me waiting in the cold

And you got your share of secrets
And I'm tired of being last to know
And now you're asking me to listen
Cause it's worked each time before

But you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
Don't wanna hurt anymore

And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, oh
You're not sorry, no, no, oh

You had me falling for you honey
And it never would've gone away, no
You used to shine so bright
But I watched all of it fade

So you don't have to call anymore
I won't pick up the phone
This is the last straw
There's nothing left to beg for

And you can tell me that you're sorry
But I don't believe you baby
Like I did before
You're not sorry, no, no, oh
You're not sorry, no, no, oh
No, oh, no, oh, no oh
Whoa, no, no

Tiring dae):

2009-07-07T22:33:00.000+08:00

keep feeling tired dis few day,
i also don really know y,
is like no matter how much i slp i also feel tired -.-''

anw.
lucky tml & thur i've got no sch!
but tat doesnt me i don hab to go back to sch.
tsk tsk!
there is still FYP to do!!

seem like we lack behind alot!
better start chionging le.
got back one module's result today.
kinda disappointed.
hahahx.

today after sch,
went to clementi to buy UV,
however,
due to heavy rain,
we can only walk those area which is shelter.
end up,
we walk one big round looking fer an aquarium shop-.-
lucky in de end we manage to buy,
if not we gonna curse & swear the shop.
HAHAX!

okie, gonna chiong drama/movie again
BYE

Monday Blues

2009-07-06T19:19:00.001+08:00

Didn go sch today.
bad cold & abit feverish plus SUN-BURN!
tsk! tsk!
didn know my sun-burn dis time like so jialat sia.

went to help out Sp biathlon,
as a time taker.
stood under de sun from 8am - 12 plus.
LOL!
saded that now my back hab de shirt marking )):
SO UGLY la!!
must go sentosa & tan again!

anw. see those ppl join biathlon makes me wanna join too!
LOL!
nxt yr muz come back sp & join.
wahahhahax!
don wanna be helper le..

feeling so shag & sian now -.-
cant wait fer my skin to recover.
wanna go gym & gym dis thur de..

owell, hope i recover soon bax..
((:

2009-06-27T01:52:00.000+08:00

Freaking hell!!
exams is juz nxt week,
& i hab yet to prepare myself fer it..

tried to force myself to study!!
ARGHH!!
but too many temptation ard la!
HOW TO CONCENTRATE?!

but i muz say,
today i manage to discipline myself well,
make myself study fer ppchem.
LOL!
o well, still long way to go.

cant wait fer mst to b over!
i still hab alot tinks to do sia!!
tsk! tsk!

So NOt IN A GUD MOOD NOW!-.-

ps: opening up my blog again. lazy to add readers & to approve it.
moreover i hab nth to hid. wan read juz read bax..

ESPECIALLY those GUILTY Conscious FREAKS
* Fuck off from my blog.

2009-06-16T02:20:00.000+08:00

perhaps everyone hab different definition of the word FRIENDS bax.

after listening to wat dear say.
it really makes me thinks.
but perhaps,
i tink wat he said abt me,
try not reveal too much of myself to other is true bax
hmmm.
owell..

went to sch fer FYP today.
after tat accompany bf to fixed his Modem.
he accompany me fer awhile
& we went home after that.

guess.
blog till here.
(((:

2009-05-31T21:03:00.000+08:00

woke up ard 6am dis morning,
wondering if i shld juz skip my driving practical.
heads spinning,
feeling restless, tired, mood-less.

don know wats gotten over me.
hope i will b fine asap.

anw.
at lest today i manage to clear another lesson fer my driving
& hopefully by june's term break,
i would b able to clear everytink
& perhaps start booking fer my test.

My brain is still killing me.
it juz doesnt wan to stop tink abt those rubbish stuff tat hab happen recently.
making me feel so mood-less.
seriously need some happy pill.
argh!

trying to focus & concentrated on my Reports!
u can de, dumb ass.

tml will b a new dae ( i hope)
fuck care those idiots.
confidence is all i need,
at lest i hab my pride,
not like them.
so CHEER UP!!
Zzzz. -.-''

shld tink abt how to earn more money now,
LOL!
perhaps will speed up my recovery.

okie,
stop here now.
BYE!

2009-05-30T19:44:00.000+08:00

Ytd wasn't really a gud dae.
de tink juz wont stop going on.
feel so tired abt it now.

actually is all juz simple matters.
but now,
de rule of de 'game' hab change
seem like i'm at de disavantage side.

but at lest i manage to tok 2 my fren
& made clear of it.

at lest frm dis incident,
i also get to know who are really my frens.
& de ones whom i cant really trust.
but of coz at de same time.
realise tat,
some who i oways tot are close wid me,
didn seem to believe me.

perhaps i also get to know wat kind of frens,
i'm really looking fer.
& one of de most essential point,
is BELIEVE-ing in me.

thks guys.
fer u all r oways there fer me.
glad tat u all r oways there fer me.

now juz hope tat nth will happen again.
& fer time to heal me bax.
perhaps those fren whom i tink i'm disappointed in them
also juz ignore bax.
no point hating someone.
hating someone meaning they still mean sth to u,
perhaps juz be casual course, classmate
or juz strangers bax.

2009-05-28T23:42:00.000+08:00

Finally,
i'm SMILING AGAIN`
dis week haben been a gud week fer me,
if u've read my past 2 entries.

Still was glad to hab my frens by my SIDE!
went out fer buffet, sakura,
somewhere near somerset.
after which we went to cineleisure
to take NEOPRINT!
LOL!
it was fun when de large grp of us juz squeeze in.
we also show each other our childhood photo.
LOL!
some was really FUNNY & CUTE!

initially wanna go play pool,
but de shop we wanted to go hab close down.
owell,
there will be nxt time(:

end up we went to plaza sing's arcade to play.
woootss~
everytink was juz so great.

THks guys(:
i'm really happy to hab u all by my side(:
love u all.

2009-05-26T16:23:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling so FUCKING pissed.

Recently,
some childish tink juz happen.

& so i'll upload how i feel/think.

Someone claim that i ASSUME stuff.
but,
hey asshole,
ask ur fren urself.
it's not ASSUME,
ITS DE FACT!
provided she dare to admit.

how am i suppose to know tat de kiss don mean anytink?
so u cant blame me fer mistaken its her 'new' bf.
(also not surprise if she change her target fast anw. everyone say tat she's pretty)
but still so SORRY den.
here is SINGAPORE!
not other western countries.
if ur afraid ppl to see it.
den DON DO IT IN PUBLIC!

ACCUSING me tat i INSULT her?
O pls,
who is so free?
u tink i'm tat free to be a BUSYBODY LIKE U?

WAT A GUD FREN U R TO HER INDEED!!

She claim that i was spreading rumors abt her fren,
spoiling her fren's reputation.
but LOOK! who's de one?
making it big tat almost everyone ard know it?
perhaps u r trying to help ur fren,
trying to change de fact saying i'm bitching, insult ur fren etc..
but hey let me tell u sth.
thks fer telling ppl ard u all dis bullshit.
coz instead, ppl see de true u!
& ur making it worst.
spoiling ur own fren's reputation
even doh ppl in front of u seem as if they agree wid u.
but do u really tink they are dumb?

Moreover,
put ur fren aside.
u shld care more of ur reputation istead of ur fren.
u can go ard saying everytink abt me.
but instead i heard alot abt u-.-
damn it.
but pls, don worry.
i'm not interested.

O yea!
i also muz thanks her!
coz she make me realise indeed my social circle is very small.
So small tat i know almost alot of tink.

if i'm really there to spoil ur fren's reputation.
it would be long time ago le.
Anw.
beginning frm yr 2 not long after.
her image to me alrdy not tat gud.

Zzzz.
yea nor,
y my social circle so small?
when i wan to spread rumor, so SLOW.
indeed i shld CONCENTRATED in EXPANDING it.!
shld open registration booth.

However,
even doh my Social circle is small.
yet at lest i hab true frens.
wat for hab BIG social circle,
& yet ur fren tok behind, gossiping abt u?
I PITY U

tink my blog is long enuff le.
so perhaps i shld end now.
will update soon.

so GET A LIFE damn it..
(((:

2009-05-24T00:02:00.000+08:00

today was a happy dae!
meet dear dear,
& BFF to bugis.
finally nv go home empty handed.
LOL!

lots of reports&fyp coming up):
BORing.
okok,
upload till here.
tired-.-

bye(:

2009-05-23T01:39:00.000+08:00

Wooots..
finally here to blog!
hahax.
i know..
its been like ages..

recently lots of tinks happen at home & in sch.
o weell,
guess not really my month(:

even doh somethings happen & i felt guilty abt it
coz my 'brother' is involve in it.
still some part of me tinks tat,
perhaps also not my fault..

but little did i realise tat a moment of random chat can led to so many tink.
LOL!
but in any case,
everyone make conclusion when they see some stuff happen.
this is part of human nature.
cant blame me tat i misunderstooded when i see a 'scene'.
moreover, i admit perhaps i'm still in my old world.
& not being too open abt it.
hence tinking tat someone is attached after watever i see.
someone hab all de critiria which ppl like.
not surprise that someone is attached so fast.

& only to later part den realise.
someone else is also involve.
& tat someone is actually not attached.

ok, in any case.
it juz happen.
juz say yea.
shld not hab went there to see movie.
den we all wont hab saw that.
& all making same wrong judgement.
which blablabla.
end up here..
lol!

but anw.
guess..
shall not care so much..
is not as if we make up stories.

2009-05-11T22:06:00.000+08:00

today was a boring dae!
raining dae also,
everytink juz make ppl feel sleepy & tired.
don know is it coz its monday.
feeling blue & restless
haiz.

looking forward to wed & thur,
going gym wid some babes.
& sentosa on thur.

Zzzz.
my life is so DULL!

2009-05-10T13:17:00.000+08:00

finally here to update!
coz that ZHANG LI TING keep bark me too!

hahax.
de last few whole week.
nth special,
except when sentosa wid BFF!
& i kenna sun burn!
hahax!

ytd went out wid dear(;

2009-04-11T11:50:00.000+08:00

Finally meet up wid BFF ytd,
hahax.
she didn manage to stay over my house,
due to some reason.

anyway went to orchard to shop!
but as usual,
nth to buy, & its boring.
everytink is de same, nth new.
plus is raining heavily!

In de end,
we end up in my mummy's shop at VIVO,
saw ernest.
hahax!
was suppose to work.
coz mummy & daddy went overseas.
but,
since my sis is free.
ask her help me do facial(:
okok,
i admit, i'm vain.
who is not? rite?

when i'm 'Screaming' in pain
(not really pain la. pretend only)
BFF sit there & watch.
Asshole sia.
hahax.
den i make my sis help her do upper Lip waxing
LOL!

hey i also hab skill k,
i help her cleanse & shape her eyebrow nor
*feeling proud now(:
LOL!

2009-04-08T22:33:00.000+08:00

6th week of itp,
cant wait fer it to b over.
but still,
when sch reopen gonna be a bz yr.
FYProject!):

still waiting fer my pay!
argh!! faster come.
hmmm.

slacking dis few days.
TSO on leave,
Mr Goh on MC.
hahax!
Parents going overseas dis fri,
Zzzz..
gonna ask liting come my house stay!
den we can bake, make sushi, do pedi medi.
haha!!

okok, till here

2009-03-29T23:01:00.000+08:00

went fer JJLin's World Tour Concert 2009,
my virgin concert.
it was totally awesome!!

JJLin is SOOOO cute!
totally in love wid him.
doh the concert is totally awesome,
but don know why still don really feel tat 'High'
the feeling is like lacking of sth inside.
& every song he sang,
reminds me of dear.

Haiz,
he has gone overseas holiday wid his parents
miss him terribly alot):

haiz,
hope dear faster come back..
I MISS YOU!,
I MISS quarreling wid you,
I MISS be demanding,
I MISS the fact u oways hab to gib in to me( you got no choice),
I MISS the fact i keep trying make u jealous( but u r oways not-.-),
I MISS smacking ur butt
I MISS the fact tat i wan u to say i'm more important than any tink everyday!.

zZzZ-.-..

TO TAN WEI GUANG:

you better faster come back,
if not i WONT TOK 2 YOU ANYMORE!!!
ASSHOLE!!!

2009-03-27T23:56:00.000+08:00

YEA! finally end of 4th week of ITP!

recently,
lots of tinks happen.
which really makes me felt fuck up.
especially at work( my mum's shop)
girls are seriously BITCH!

anyway,
still in de process of my revenge.
LOL!
so lets juz wait & see who is de real bitch now(:

was happy today(:
going JJ LIN's CONCERT TML!!!
coz apparently kenny bro (cousin) was working in expo
in-charge of all de things being held there,
basically, all the concert((:
HURRAY!!
can hab lots of FREE concert ticket(:
too bad baby tml going china wid his parents):
if not i can go wid him-.-
haiz..
nvm bax,
go wid my sis also okie de bax..

feeling so BROKE now-.-
PAY DAE FASTER COME!!

2009-03-17T00:12:00.000+08:00

3rd Week of ITP!

as usual,
BORED!
meet frau at Dover Mrt
after which immediately head off to library,
was suppose to research but yeah
hab plenty of time,
so i read mag, which searching fer those info i need.

heard tat dis week hab lots of enrichment fer those sec sch kids
so labs would b use by them.
& frau say dis week nth much fer us to do.
so yea.
can imagine,
how bored dis week will be)):

o well,
shld start to borrow some CD to Watch
perhaps den time would pass faster.
but i rather they let me slp late
& go sch late!

o weell,
tired le.
another boring dae tml
BYE!

2009-03-14T21:26:00.000+08:00

Friends come & go,
so wat does it mean by true fren?
&
how do we know when they are ard you?
is there any sigh so tat i know i can treasure them?

tink till now,
no one still can replace the place of my sisters in my heart
coz only them,
who truly understand me & trust me.

some bad tinks happen.
juz feel tat i really cant trust ppl.

anw.
HAHAX!
finally end of 2nd week.
together wid Lyna, Frau & JJ,
went to Suntec City, I.T Fair
& also to cel. Lyna's early bdae=D

damn sia, IT Fair is really damn crowed sia
Lucky we went quite early.
LOL!

went to SakaSushi fer buffet.
LOL!

2009-03-10T09:25:00.000+08:00

2nd week( 7th day) of ITP,

Still feeling super bored,
despite watever my supervisor ask us to do,
i'm still feeling bored-.-

isnt it that i shld feel happy,
tats i can slack most of the time?
coz every time,
my supervisor will juz ask us to help him do some stuff,
& nxt we're left alone in de lab,
kinda like own time own target,
so long as we manage to finish our stuff on time.
which we manage to finish even on tat dae itself,

Now slacking wid frau at T3 com lab,
& here blogging.
wanna slp sia.
ytd only hab 5hrs of slp.
went to the closing ceremony (international wushu competition) dinner wid my family,
o yea, my parents is the main sponser-er
anyway, guess i didn mention it also,
CONGRATS my youngest bro, JunWei,
fer getting 2 gold medals fer dis comp(:
keep it up. LOL!

anw. u shld really see those china kids,
they are REALLY & SO SUPERB!
& cute also,
omg! they can really do stuns sia.
if only, i could hab half their standard i very happy le.
LOL!
anw. will upload some pic of them soon(:

tink gonna stop here
will blog again.
BYE

2009-03-05T23:33:00.000+08:00

4th dae of itp,
yet it felt like few weeks le.
Tiring & ache all over!
LOL!
even doh my itp was quite slack,
but,
having to do experiment in de lab whole dae is really TIRING!

Oyea, IT fair is coming soon.
definitely will go dis time!
((:

okok,
got to go slp le.
another long dae tml(:

BYE

2009-03-02T22:37:00.000+08:00

Today is a super tiring dae.
Beginning of my ITP.
yup, so as mention earlier on,
my ITP is in sch.

so whole dae is lab
helping to do carry out experiment,
try & error,
which is to prepare fer my yr 3,
one of my Advance Module,
Nano Science the experiment practical(:
i tink so if i'm not wrong.

super tiring,
gonna stop here
BYE!

2009-03-01T23:03:00.000+08:00

stay at home whole dae today(:
SKIP WORK!
overslept.
slept at 3plus ytd,
coz helping mummy setting up a blogshop(:
hope it works well,

anyway teach my bro maths,
when to slp,
wake up hab dinner wid my family.
& now here blogging
& watching tv(:
LOL!

my life is oways like the same routin over
& over again.
anyway tml is the begining of ITP
(: hope everytink went wells,
AHAHAHHAX!

gonna stop here(:
BYE

2009-03-01T00:04:00.000+08:00

Meet up wid GF(s) today,
ting, si & me(:
suppose to hab fred as well,
but sth happen so she last min couldnt turn up.

anyway went to town
& cam whoring(:
LOL!

after tat when to work(:
yea.
today, raining dae.
so was quite a boring dae as well(:
shall go slp le(;
BYE!

2009-02-28T07:42:00.000+08:00

Finally EXAMS over,
& its holiday now((:

but still,
nxt week is de beginning of ITP.
but nvm(:
hahax.
at lest is better then going sch
& listen to those boring lectures
doing those Shitty tutorial.

gotta start WORKING!
LOL!,
i'm so gonna make full use of my HOLIDAY!

sadly Rach is going OITP.
but don worry!
after tat k(:

meeting dear today & NOW
but ytd he hab class chalet
so NOW he is slping-.-
o sign*
okok,
gonna blog again soon(:
BYE!

2009-02-27T15:30:00.000+08:00

this is FREAKING SCARY,
watch it in 3D.

This is nice(: worth watching.

Went to cathay to watch movie today,
wid Rach, Lyna & Frau
after my last paper, FOCHEM(forensic chem)
although the time we spent is short,
but we do enjoy ourselves ALOT(:
LOL!

okok, dead tired now,
shall blog soon(:
BYE!

2009-02-24T20:09:00.000+08:00

life is indeed nv fair

o well,
juz wanna vent my anger today
coz dis few days lots of tinks happen
u can don read my blog,
& get lost.

FUCK those workers
pay them salary still gib so many TROUBLE
juz coz my mum oways let u all do wat u wan?
don understand y my mum treat them so gud
& in return, their fucking attitude.

to whom it may concern,
de law is oways on goverment & workers
didn gib a tots to employers,
ppl oways tend to tink boss are de one who bully de worker
(so called big bully small)
no wonder so many company FALL!!
asshole.

& u tink tat amt we cant pay?
how i wish i throw tat money on ur face.
moreover, our money can earn back.
juz take it as tat we're do charity fer ur child,
pity her fer habing such a mother like u
moreover,
i shall see which unlucky person will employ u.
coz lepoard will NEVER change its spots
.
.
.
FUCKER!

2009-02-21T01:50:00.000+08:00

Shits DO HAPPEN!
OWAYS!

today was definitely a bad dae fer me.
qaurrel wid my small bro.
he was damn irritating.
keep lying.
asshole,
& coz my dad was there
& my maid don wanna my bro kenna scold
so she push all de blame to me
AHAHX! TOO BAD!
u tink daddy believe me or him?
common la.
he is a big fat liar.
but wat make me mad most was my maid.
she keep wanna say my fault
say de way i tok 2 my bro was wrong etc,

''u r not even there,
u hab no right to make conclusion!''
i juz ask him how long hab he use de laptop
& there he start crying.

blablabla!
too irritated to even blog de full story here.
in any case,
i wont 4gib u(my small bro)!
no use keep saying sry when u alrdy lie,
& cause me kenna scold.
wait till u get drown by ur own lies

exams dis week,
2 down 2 more to go.
badly done i guess.
but too late fer regreting):
haiz.
seriously no motivation & irritated.

BYE!

2009-02-14T23:43:00.000+08:00

FRI. 130209
went out wid baby(:
cel his early bdae & valentine dae
lol!
so yup(:
picture says a thousand word.

Sat. 140209
went out wid BFF, liting today(:
LOL!
Valentine is not a dae only fer lover.
but frens as well.
so yup(:
went town,
as usual, CROWDED!
went to waruku to hab our lunch.
sad to know frm her tat,
she hab a fren in hospital & we went fer visiting.
i was told tat everytink happen suddenly,
he was a someone very fit,
but out of sudden,
he vomit blood & was in coma.
doctor say he hab Excessive blood clot
& was announce brain dead.

sorry girl, but all i could say was life is fragile
so we got to cherish wat we got.
coz u will nv know de nxt time,
wat could happen.

2009-02-11T21:23:00.000+08:00

finally here to update!!
Busy was all i can say,
Final Year Exam is Approaching!!
after which is ITP.
after ITP gonna b FYP!!

i'm hurt

2009-01-21T23:32:00.000+08:00

feeling seriously upset now,
everytink is juz hurting me.

was suppose to meet up today,
but ur late..
didn u know tat bus take longer time?
haven i try hinting you tat i cant b late 2day?
& tat asking u to take lrt instead?
& yet, ur late..
when u sms me ur out,
i alrdy know u will b late.
so in de end,
a dae wasted.

& how was i feeling?
damn fucking upset.
hmmm.
you juz make me feel tat,
everything doesnt seem important at all.
i know ur bz,
WE ALL ARE BUSY!
tats y i tried cherishing every moment wid u,
but u?
i juz don see anything at all..

end my driving prac,
10 plus gonna 11pm
hoping u could accompany me.
but all i got, was un-answered calls,
un-replied sms,
& when u finally pick up my call,
all u gave me was attitude,
saying ur busy.

hmmm,
yes, i know i shld b more understanding.
dis period, all of us are bz,
but all i need was,
when can meet, we cherish it.
is it so hard?
an sms, is it too much?

i'm speechless now,
all i can say is i'm hurt.

2009-01-13T23:39:00.000+08:00

FINALLY!!
finish uploading my blog
during my bdae!

wahhahax.
tats all i wanna say(:
BYE!

2009-01-11T22:00:00.000+08:00

helo(:

here to upload again..
hahahx..

wanna thanks everyone fer ur surprises.
even doh i know i'm OLD le!
but yea, DON NEED KEEP REMINDing ME-.-''
YES! call me AUNTY YING!!

Fri.090109
got surprise by my class after prac.
totally didn expect it.
thanks frauleen babe fer spending time to plan all dis.
LOL!
don know is i blur or wat,
but yea. everyone looked normal!!
now i know everyone really can act!
LOL!
thanks ppl(:

went home & rest,
meet sister & babe at clementi,
went to sakura to eat(:
pity tat san & els not there to join us.
but still thanks darlings.
fer ur wonderful presents
LOL!
can feel ur effort.
& i really love it.
o yea, they made a poster of me(:
wahhahax.
love it alot!

baby went home half way,
coz de day b4 he went to his fren's home to chiong presentation
hmmm.
pls tc can..

rush home at 10plus,
coz gotta cel at home(:
thanks sis & mum fer buying me a cake,
from bakerzine, tiramisu(:
LOVE IT!!

Sat.100109
meet up wid LINA!
all i can say was,
we shop shop shop~
shop whole dae!
at lest i manage to buy STH!
AT LAST!!
wahhahahx!!!

meet up wid babes at nite fer dinner,
SO TOUCHING!!
THANKS fer ur balloon!
winnie de pooh de!
so CUTE!!
went to eat steamboat(:
thanks darlings.
i'm really happy(:

THATS ALL fer NOW!

2009-01-06T23:45:00.000+08:00

sch as usual.
daily routine as usual.
nth special fer today.

met up wid some of my sisters today
everyone's mood wasnt tat gud.
tried to cheer everyone up.
tok abt lots of stuff in de past.
juz admit girls tend to b more emotion & oways tink abt de past yea.
hab dinner with them,
walk ard plaza fer awhile,
& went home.

haiz.
super boring dae.
super speechless.

juz wanna live my life being alone.
turning 20 soon juz in few days soon.
everytink is de same.
everytime my bdae approaching sure sth bad will happen.
i'm such a jinx.
haiz.

Like a Rose

And as I look into your eyes
I see an angel in disguise
Sent from God above
For me to love
To hold an idolise

And as I hold your body near
I'll see this month through to a year
And then forever on
Til life is gone
I'll keep your loving near

And now I've finally found my way
To lead me down this lonely road
All I have to do
Is follow you
To lighten off my load

You treat me like a rose
You give me room to grow
You shone the light of love on me
And give me air so I can breath
You open doors that close
In a world where everything goes
You give me strenght so I stand tall
Within this bed of earth
Just like a rose

And when I fell like hope is gone
You give me strenght to carry on
Each time I look at you
There's something new
To keep our loving strong

I hear you whisper in my ear
All of the words I long to hear
Of how you'll always be
Here next to me
To wipe away my tears

And now I've finally found my way
To lead me down this lonely road
All I have to do
Is follow you
To lighten off my load

You treat me like a rose
You give me room to grow
You shone the light of love on me
And give me air so I can breath
You open doors that closed
In a world where everything goes
You give me strenght so I stand tall
Within this bed of earth
Just like a rose

And though the seasons change
Our love remains the same
You face the thunder
When the sunshine to rain
Just like a rose

You treat me like a rose
You give me room to grow
You shone the light of love on me
And give me air so I

shit tinks do happen

2009-01-05T23:21:00.000+08:00

today alots of tink happen,
wakao juz starting of new year & all dis tink happen.

my sister, break wid her bf.
some tinks in between i alrdy know,
some tinks that i'm not suppose to say.
but seriously, wat irritate most is,
when tinks happen 'ppl' accusing me,
claim tat i say.

OMG,
if i know watever happen 'ppl' will still
say i fake, or say i told my sister sth tat i shldn't say & etc..
i long shld hab juz tell her,
haiz. coz de feeling is like cheating my own sister.
coz my 4th sister saw it & they hab been asking me,
but i denie even till today.

Common man,
get a life, sp isnt really tat big afterall.
plus i hab eyes & ' lil' bit ' of frens.
even so, i know when to shut up alrite.

shitty stuff juz happen,
spoilt my mood on monday nite-.-

perhaps u might tink i pretent to care den so b it,
coz frm de start we arn't frens at all bax.
hmmm..

watever, could'n really care.
now is just not de time to let emotions get over me.

Lyna darling seem to be sad over some stuff.
babe, cheer up yea(:
we're still in de process of growing up.
everytink tat happen,
just take it as a process of growing.

gotta prepare fer exams lo(:
abit too early, but yup(:
BYE!

2008-12-31T01:24:00.000+08:00

I DON FEEL HAPPY AT ALL.

i just wan to escape.

2008-12-28T23:17:00.000+08:00

Today was a GOOD dae(:

Coz firstly,
finally after 2 WHOLE dae.
i finally finish my T&T report.
was actually 21 pg(s) but manage to reduce it to 16pg(s)

Secondly,
today is my PAY DAE!
yea!! must really save up le.
whole holiday keep spending money only-.-
soon i gonna becum beggar le.

anw. gonna change hp plan soon.
fer de pass 2 mth,
Nov & Dec,
my totall bill adds up to ($138 + $129)
don ask me how i use.
is juz oways my sms prob.
my sms oways exceed the limit by ALOT!
so yea.
tink gonna take youth plan soon-.-
if not all de money i earn hab to gib back my mum.
to pay my own hp bill
haiz

sch reopen tml,
not looking forward at all.
but yea. tot of can be wid my girls again.
was abit quite happy.

anyway so lazy to upload(:
BYE

2008-12-25T01:46:00.000+08:00

chirstmas eve,
shld b happy..
but i'm not..

all i can say..
i hate my brother.
i really do

from now on,
we will juz act as stranger..

we shall wait n see who is de ROTTEN ONE!

My BROTHER REALLY SUCKs!

FUCKING PIECE of SHIT!

2008-12-21T23:07:00.000+08:00

i'm FUCKING irritated now.
a brainless bastard is really irritating me.

my sis is rite,
wat fer quarrel wid him?
waste my energy & time
but i juz really hate him.
i've hate him my whole life.

i juz cant see wats gud in him tat my mum muz dote him so much?
JUZ BECOZ HE IS A GUY?!?
SO WAT!!
now is 21st century.
who cares if ur a guy or girl.
someone who nv admit wrong?
who tink he is always rite.

tok 2 him nicely?
WHEN WILL HE EVEN LISTEN?!?
so wat is de point?
he don even know wats going on rite now.
don even know wat de family might be going thru.
all he tink is HIMSELF!!
WAT HE WAN, HE MUZ HAB IT!!

100% SPOILED BRAT!!

i'm juz too PISSED NOW!!!
too bad den,
everyone muz gib in to u,
u tink i care!!?!

2008-12-21T00:03:00.000+08:00

HELO(:

finally here to upload abt wat i've done dis Whole WEEK.

went to class chalet at Pula Ubin
despite the rainning weather,
it was still fun(:
we went cycling,
visiting the nature wid Mr Kwok
& eating SEAFOOD!
LOL!

pictures says a thousand word.
okok, shall not say much
& upload some of the pictures(:

me & frauleen inside de boat(:

1st Class Pic [missing Zayanah & yoke yee ]

majong-ing((:

Spot me gambling? LOL!

me & Mr Class Rep

reached home on Tue ard 12pm.

too tired to do anytink,

slpt till 6 plus.

went fer my basic theory revision

don know is it too blur,

instead of taking mrt frm yck to amk,

which is 1 stop only.

i took another side which is to yishun-.-

o well, went to northpoint to walk walk.

not bad after its renovation,

hab more shops compare to last time.

reach home,

slp again.

LOL!

WED & THUR

went work,

baby cant meet me coz he meeting his fren fer project stuff.

plus he also need work

haiz. sad but o well.

work is as usual,

boring.

FRI & SAT

SICK AGAIN!

last mth + dis mth went to see de same doc fer de 3rd time now

he say my body too heaty le.

thus i need to b on diet now.

meaning only fruits plus veg fer my meals-.-

poor shirlyn.

went to dear's house,

crap & bully & bite him.

LOL,

who ask he wan train till his muscle so BIG?

make me hab de urge to BITE it.

LOL!

okok, i know i sound abit pervert.

meet my sis later in town,

she wanna me accompany her to show.

went to G2000,

FINALLY found a blouse which i quite like.

payment by mastercard.

but was ashame coz i sign wrongly.

but o well,

doesnt really matter rite?

anyway cant blame me,

coz i didn really make payment by mastercard b4,

is oways by nets(:

saw XY wid his fren at hereen,

after tat found out JJ & his gf was at P.S

while me & my sis is at takashimaya.

LOL!

wat a coincidence sia,

we 3 really hab MO QI neh.

LOL!

okok, tink tats all fer now(:

go slp le.

MERRY CHRISTMAS!

2008-12-13T23:30:00.000+08:00

meet up wid frauleen, lyna & rach darling
went to sing k,
after which we went to singapore flyer
to eat popeyes(:
i'm so seriously gonna gain weight dis holiday-.-
after tat we went to marina to watch TWILIGHT!
OMG!! de guy is so cute nah..
so romantic!!
LOL!
yea.
reach home after 12am.
haiz.
perhaps i'm de modern cinderella.
muz reach hm by 12am.

anyway gonna upload some pictures(:

thats all fer now(:
BYE!