Saturday, September 25, 2010
Tonight,
the 1st night after u told me,
let just remain as frens.
for the first time,
i realise, i really love u more then wat i've expected.
hate myself, for not treasuring those times i have with you.
but i know,
watever it is its all too late.
i guess,
the reasons are clear.
for not being able to do wat you expected me to do,
for not giving you enough time especially during this period
when your're entering ns.
it juz me,
i'm just not being a good gf.
but for this 4 years,
i really did my part as a gf.
doh i know perhaps its not enough.
but my feelings for you is surely sth which u cannot don believe.
hmmm..
tonight,
i realise, ur shoulders, ur smile, ur eyes, & ur smell..
no longer belong to me.
hmmm
i'm feeling lost and lonely.