Wednesday, September 09, 2009
Woo~ cool.today was 090909.the number i love most.but well, despite tat,dis number is meaningless to me.too bad not my bdae(:dis yr didn seem to be my year.many things happen within a short time frame.seen many stuff & know many truth.sometime how i wish i could i juz die.or maybe hit my head so i could juz b unconscious growing up makes me feel so tired,didn grow tall,but my hatred seem to keep growing.often when someone told me tat they hate growing up,i would seriously wonder why?coz growing up juz mean u hab more freedom& being independentbut i was wrong.it juz let u realise how cruel the reality,the world is.& when u realise,your hatred towards someone will juz keep increasing.someone once told me,how she wish de end of de world will juz come.coz being human was a tiring thing.& tat she wasn't scare of any punishment tat was coming fer all her crimeafter she die.but fer me,i feel tat being a human is god's way of punishing us.coz only us human,will hab to go thru all dis emotion, blablabla.perhaps my previous life i was really someone bad.so now,dis is all my punishment.my friend( use to be)chat wid me on msn today.he apologies to me& he rmb today was my dae, 090909.but. however, even doh i 4gib him.still, things juz cant go back to how it used to be.coz time juz cant be turn back.moreover everytink hab happen.so wats de point now?lets juz leave the way our life is,yes. i mean juz like now.u live ur life & i'll live mine.pls don interfer.i really don need any more shit things to happen.i juz wanna faster study & grad.guess i better slp now.BYE