Wednesday, November 14, 2007
had been crying fer the past 2day le..
today cried again.
don know tears juz keep flowing down my cheeks.
hmm.
the feeling of unwanted came back again.
i oways tot i'm v.strong.
keep telling myself i hab frens and love ard me.
but don know y,
cant suppress de feelings.
feeling of lonely-ness,
hmmm..
got scolded frm my mum ytd.
fer no reason again.
remind me of the past.
hurt is all wat i hab.
cant tok back cant nth but juz let her scold.
tot i can meet dear 2day.
but i wrong.
went home alone again without him again.
haiz.
hab euu ever notice me?
i feel so transparent.
haiz. now i feel lost.
hmmm.juz when i've open my doors,
u make me slowly close it back.now leaving me all alone.