Saturday, May 05, 2007
EMPTY-ness; COLD-ness; QUIET-ness; wats happening 2 me.. i don noe.. haiz.. hate de fact tat we hab lesser n lesser time 2gether.. hmmm.. sick; flu; sore throat; making me feeling worst.. start feeling tat i'm perhaps a burden 2 euu.. haiz.. quarreling making me tired.. really tired.. how i wish.. wish tat i can tell euu how much i need euu.. how much i wan u 2 b by my side.. and tat all i wan is euu.. now.. hmmm.. really don noe wats happening 2 me now.. feeling so ugly; stupid; idiot; dumb; haiz.. y am i so useless.. tot tat blogging out how i feel would make me feel better.. instead feel like crying.. hmmm.. maybe i'm really tinking 2 much bax.. but r u really mine? coz i starting to lose my confident.. i really feel so help-less.. haiz..